listening to: Cat Power - Maybe Not
It's weird because you know how i always say "oh, i love that" or "oh, i hate that" the thing is - sometimes I even trick myself into believing that shit. I can say outloud "oh, I hate cheese" and then suddenly, a few days later, I really do hate cheese. That's a bad example though, because I really do hate cheese. But only melted cheese. but then again, I fucking love grilled cheese sandwiches, which essentially is just a hell of a lot of melted cheese, so there goes that theory. Or is just confirming that theory.
i am a very confused individual this morning.
last night was good - veronica, jill & I went to see Little Black Book. I was expecting a light hearted teen movie, but no. The 3 of us were all squirming in our seats with feelings of guilt and other feelings I can't quite place, and I wanted to stand up and confess for poor Britney Murphy, but it would have been no use. It was just a movie.
We went to DVD Now and then we went to Ming for Reverie Pat's birthday. He's a handsome fellow, that little Pat. I didn't talk to him, well, I just said "happy birthday. bye" and then I went to the Drum for Travis' birthday with Ron & Paul. It was fun there. Everyone was there, but I didn't really talk to anybody. Zak was there too, but he left right away.
I had a samosa in my library balcony, and walked the rest of the way home in a nice light rain.
twyla dawn.
when it's a rut and baby's no luck
half of it's misunderstanding love
the war we have won we're winning again
within ourselves and within our friends
come along....
